Thursday, October 16, 2008

HEY thanks KAMSIAH, ODIE and SUIYING!

I have lots to say to you but am tired physically.
Gotta clear my messy house abit too.
And get back on track.

God is good, all the time.
All the time, God is good.

=)

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Anyone has the song first love?
It goes like:

My first love, forever You will be
My first breathe, You're the life in me...

and i forgot. but it ever ministered to me so deeply.
Yes, the time when He said, "i love you, i love you, i love..."

TOUCHED*

ANW, got a song to share. it's called Amazing Grace (My Chains are Gone) by Chris Tomlin. How true are the lyrics... how true. Jus read and ponder.

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

Chorus:
My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine

On a lighter note, had fun today at 5Cs. I enjoyed the unity, teamwork, collaboration and how we worked hard to beat records, fixing rojak puzzles and passing balls. HA! reminds me of st johns camps, overnight prayer, OBS! I think it's so smart of them to come up with games with a lesson behind. We did a cheer at the end. A funny and entertaining one. Enjoyed spending quality time too. And today it's with yajing at orchad. Lastly, buffet @ fumara- Fun with camera, food and of cos PEOPLE! I wouldn't pay for food, I wouldn't pay for camera but it's worth it for ppl... forget abt entertainment. I don't really fancy movies, kbox, clubbing, neoprints, buffet, shopping, chalets (ok, at least this is fun) but if I can understand another person better through all these then it's all worth it. (FYI: activities I fancy are swimming, running, walking, cooking, singing, play the guitar and cycling. that's it for now) One reason why I chose nursing is bcos its ppl orientated. My fav subjects at NYP then was DE social sciences. I admired social science lecturers. I enjoyed their lectures the most since year 1. I think they are wise. I think my NYPCCC leaders are wise too. They listen, then ask the right qns, and they just got the right words to say. You never felt like you are being judged. I desire to be like them. The only temptation then will be pride. OK, let's move back to reality. Right now, my prayers are: If I'm tempted to be task focused, help me choose to see my patients/collaugues as God's precious. If I'm tempted to envy, help me to be contented with what I have and to see His overflowing blessings. If am tempted to be self-centred, help me to be God-centered. And in time, never let pride hold me but fill me with His love and humility. Another secret desire I had... hahaha. don't laught k... is... to really know how to play the piano. I've been sitting on my dreams la. But it's not my priority now... so I'll continue to sit.

Sorry for the long chunk. I know its wordy, ppl are complaining but I get carried away. it's okay la, next time when I'm old I can read and re read and remember the days. right? Then I won't have early dementia! HAHAHA!