These few months hasn't been great.

Yet, I now know all the problems that I had, the emotional upheavels, all the stress, all the burden, all the dissapiontment, all the loss of meaning in life, all the dissatisfaction, all the lack is to remind me that God is all I need, that He alone is my all in all, my joy, my peace, my love, my life. He is my life giver, my life changer, my strength, my everything (yours too!) and that I'm heading in the wrong direction all these while, putting my trust in myself rather than in God.

Indeed, God helped me and he heard my cry (Ps. 40:1), even the simple, out of desperation, "God help me, wo hen xing ku."

He lifted me out of the pit of despair,
out of the mud and the mire.
He set my feet on solid ground
and steadied me as I walked along (Ps. 40:2)

God's love flowed so strongly through it all, through His people, through their prayers, through those life giving encouragement...

All I can see now is His love for me and I will walk on with Him. =)

"And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord." -Romans 8:38-39

This verse has proven true again in my life and it will be always true
He keeps loving and loving and loving...
Nothing we can do could make Him loves us more.

He is love, God is love.

He never lets go.

Thank You God... thank You, God... thank You, God...