a blog

a blog

i wanna be like my Creator, so wise in His creations. :)
this leads me to my 3rd.
why do i want to have a blog- the purpose?
lets see...

1. cos i love to write
2. it's a form of communication when you don't feel like telling the person directly
3. i allow others to be in my life
4. i share life lessons learnt
5. i'd post anything i see that's encouraging and inspiring to others
6. interesting events that might keep u entertained. haha.

i wonder how long will i last in this blogging world. unless i keep to my purpose, it'll be more meaningful to blog. heehee.

i used to think tt blogging is a waste of time but until i realise how much other ppl's blog has been an encouragement to me, and, not that i love to nose into their world but i realise that i can understand them better just by reading. most ppl, although they look fine on the outside, deep inside them it might be hurts, sorrow, loneliness and pain they'd nvr want to talk abt. and unless they write it out i'll nvr know. it's not a sign of self-pity or to show they aren't strong enough, it's a sign of humility and to say i need help. i need some encouragement & motivation. bottling it up instead might be worse. i think it also requires some wisdom to choose just the right person to talk to and one who can bring you up on your feet again. prob a wise, mature adult? of course, some just don't even feel like posting them online (it's private i do understand) but still, their every word jus makes u feel closer to them. moreover, it's part of entertainment. sometimes the things tt ppl write abt their life are just so funny. lol. and some even have poems or things about life that makes you really ponder and reflect upon. :)

i do took much considerations before starting one. even for friendster. i usually think alot before i do anything- i have to weigh the pros & cons, see? really. cos i dont want to just do it and regret in the end (that's sth i've learnt over the years through much experience). that could be my strength or rather weakness. i've got my reasons for not starting a blog at first- 1st, you'll be more vulnerable as you expose urself more to others. 2ndly, i'd ask: will i keep it or one day get sick of blogging? however, after much thought i think the choice i made now still outweigh all the fears & doubts i had. so here i am. :)