Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Monday, October 22, 2007
I cant wait to post this!!! i've just watched a v. v. v. nice show on channel U! erm i think it was shown from 8-10pm. it talks abt how much a father loved her daughter (though she was rebellious) and how much her dad (though sissy) went thru, all for love. it could be jus another nice & touching show, but to me, God was pursuing me thru that show. i felt like i've wasted my time today, didnt even felt like praying or reading the word. room so messy, seems like thr's many things to do, so much on my mind... so i jus retreated. dunno what i'm doing, wasting my life away... watching tv! felt so useless. like i didnt do anything productive. But in His love, He told me, "I love you still, for I treat you as my child, not slave. Just look, how an earthly father loves his child... how much more is my love for you..." i didnt do anything to deserve that! He jus pursued me. He noes when I needed encouragement. & now i'm able, once again to enter into His presence. :)
i would like to have that show, if possible.
Recently, I realised how much i loved talking, not in big groups but with smaller circle of friends. i went out with 2 of my classmates. from kbox, toys'r'us (& took a cute pic thru my frens hp) to cartel, to samuel & kevin, to esplanade rooftop- non-stop!
lovely!
I think I need to put my phone on noisy ringtones since its hol if not i'll keep missing calls & replying later & worse, misplacing my hp at home!!! :s
tata! :)
i would like to have that show, if possible.
Recently, I realised how much i loved talking, not in big groups but with smaller circle of friends. i went out with 2 of my classmates. from kbox, toys'r'us (& took a cute pic thru my frens hp) to cartel, to samuel & kevin, to esplanade rooftop- non-stop!
lovely!
I think I need to put my phone on noisy ringtones since its hol if not i'll keep missing calls & replying later & worse, misplacing my hp at home!!! :s
tata! :)
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
OT posting
It was an eye opener. Well, the pic above wasnt exactly taken by me. It was searched from the net. Do resembles OT in some sense though. Anyway, didn't too like the thought of surgeons cutting up ppl & seeing all the gross bloody stuff when I first went there. It was later mid-way through the posting where I met nice scrub nurses & surgeons who were willing to share their knowledge & experiences. How hard it was, I later realised, learning all the instruments. My jaw dropped when I saw how the scub nurses passes the instruments so swiftly and accurately without the surgeon opening his mouth. It surely requires the scrub nurse to be far-sighted, focused, alert, clear-minded and procedures must always be at her finger tip. On the other hand, I was in awe of the surgeon's vast knowledge of the human anatomy. He has got to be precise, accurate and clear of what he's doing. One wrong move could be fatal. "This is the internal jugular vein... and here's the ... muscle..." he went, teaching the interested, young surgeon. It was then I was so much more in awe of God who created us from the dust of the ground to be so wonderfully complex. Psalms 139:14 suddenly seemed so real & alive to me! :)
Psalms 139:13-18
13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body
and knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex!
Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it.
15 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,
as I was woven together in the dark of the womb.
16 You saw me before I was born.
Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out
before a single day had passed.
17 How precious are your thoughts about me, O God.
They cannot be numbered!
18 I can’t even count them;
they outnumber the grains of sand!
And when I wake up,
you are still with me!
It was an eye opener. Well, the pic above wasnt exactly taken by me. It was searched from the net. Do resembles OT in some sense though. Anyway, didn't too like the thought of surgeons cutting up ppl & seeing all the gross bloody stuff when I first went there. It was later mid-way through the posting where I met nice scrub nurses & surgeons who were willing to share their knowledge & experiences. How hard it was, I later realised, learning all the instruments. My jaw dropped when I saw how the scub nurses passes the instruments so swiftly and accurately without the surgeon opening his mouth. It surely requires the scrub nurse to be far-sighted, focused, alert, clear-minded and procedures must always be at her finger tip. On the other hand, I was in awe of the surgeon's vast knowledge of the human anatomy. He has got to be precise, accurate and clear of what he's doing. One wrong move could be fatal. "This is the internal jugular vein... and here's the ... muscle..." he went, teaching the interested, young surgeon. It was then I was so much more in awe of God who created us from the dust of the ground to be so wonderfully complex. Psalms 139:14 suddenly seemed so real & alive to me! :)
Psalms 139:13-18
13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body
and knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex!
Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it.
15 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,
as I was woven together in the dark of the womb.
16 You saw me before I was born.
Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out
before a single day had passed.
17 How precious are your thoughts about me, O God.
They cannot be numbered!
18 I can’t even count them;
they outnumber the grains of sand!
And when I wake up,
you are still with me!
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