Revelations from kuching (it's long due!): Be Grateful

As promised, I want to share with you my 2 other revelations from the kuching trip!

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Here goes revelation 1:

要感恩. Be grateful.

10 lepers healed, only 1 went all the way back to thank Jesus. Aloud! He couldn't contain the excitement that is in him! He had leprosy, suffered and now he's healed and cleansed! Can you imagine how happy and grateful he must be? Like wow Wow WOW i'm healed! I'm healed!

Oh how easily I get excited over what amazing things God has done and blessed me with, yet all too easily I forgot and become ungrateful, especially in the midst of storm. Sometimes I get so depressed and upset and forgot that God is still good.

So sharon be grateful! Wow Wow WOW! God is good, God is good! He provided for all my mission trips when i'm not working! He opened my eyes to hear and see how God touched and changed many lives! Rebellion turned obedient, drug addicts were set free. Gangster turned pastor and so so SO much more! He hold the rain when we were giving bibles in thailand! He gave me such good mentor and good friends! He miraculously told me ''I love you sharon, come back to me'' through a stranger when I looked super fine on the outside! He speaks to me! He told me that He'll uphold my right hand when I felt I can't go on anymore! And so much more! Click through the pages of my blog! God's goodness is meant to be shared! It helps me recall, remember and get excited all over again! I wanna share and be grateful always! :-)

Revelation 2:

Hmmm... Too late now, another day perhaps. Good night! :-)

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Insecurities

Dear God, help me to be secure in Your love and not look to the approval of others. Help me to be faithful and obedient, leaving the results to you. Take away my fear o Lord that I may be bold and courageous to obey You. In Jesus name I pray, amen.

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Training In Progress

God is really training me. I have no idea why ever since I graduated from advance dip and started working again, my self esteem has been really low... even till recently. It used to be really high in sec sch, poly, in later part of prev ward and in adv dip. I seemed to be always well loved and approved by others. I seemed to often be given impt roles and coming out with valid and smart ideas. But not now.

Sometimes when i speak, the reactions of people make me feel that i've said sth really dumb. Sometimes ppl more juniour than me could be smarter and more competent at work than me. Most of the time, my brain processor is so slow. Sometimes I feel like i've done a lousy job on stage when I spend majority of my free time preparing. Sometimes when I pray, people don't say amen. Sometimes, ppl doubt my ability and I don't get selected for impt roles. Sometimes, I find myself so easily fall into sin and becoming so unholy in my thoughts and actions than before. Seldom, do I hear ppl praising me now. Have my social circle shrank? Have I changed? Have my creative juices stop flowing? Maybe.

''Be faithful still, be obedient still and live by the approval of Me alone.'' God

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